He said, you said of a situation
Two sides of a story, yet one truth
Clarity my heart seeks

The reason to my despair
The root to my pain
Misery you brought, my eye’s jerking

Are you still found of me?
Does your heart still pace in my presence?
Loving me is a risk

As time goes by
A noticeable rift
Distance i began feeling
Forgiveness is not an option

Moments you’ve missed
Questioning my existence in your life
Am i a priority or a charity case

You broke my heart
Turned your back the second you were caught
Sorry im not perfect
Loosing you to another
Where we suited for one another

Bricks re-building, a wall formed
Just a matter of time before i destroy you
My killer psyche triggered

Loving you was the northern lights
I miss your hands on my body
A voice of a siren, pulling me in a sea of regret
Cautious, should have been
Trapped in a dark cold room
A room of fading feelings

Colour, your blood shall stain
A trigger triggered
A crimson red lining

Screams projected by your vocal chords
A harmonic melody to my ears
The tune that never stops playing

Responsibility i won’t claim
A broken heart, my toxic behaviour
A loosing game
A body carved by glass

Was he worth the pain
Were your efforts fruitful
Messing with a sweet soul but a psycho
Boy fudg’d up

Salty droplet’s of water rolling down
Pleading and begging for forgiveness
Where was your state of mind?
Saying it was a one-time thing
Showing up wreaking of him
Now he lays besides you

My hands you forced
Harm i tried not doing
Now indulging my pleasure at the sights of you
Misery you brought, an advantage you thought you’d take

Dear lover
Take your time boy
Toxicity is my name,
A psycho is your lover